I hate thinking about graduation because
after graduating, you really have to focus on your future, therefore making it harder to live in the now. Still possible but much harder. I’m so fucking scared of the future and what my plan is because I don’t have a plan and I don’t even want to think of one because it scares me too much. All of this sucks and I’ve been freaking out too much the last few nights. I’m fucking scared and I don’t know what to do.
And it doesn’t help that you said you’re happy you didn’t take that risk.